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Wrote while in rison in 2005
The time I’ve wasted is my biggest regret,
Spent in these places I’ll never forget.
Just sitting and thinking about the things I’ve done,
The crying, the laughing, the hurt and the fun.
Now it’s just my hard driven guilt, and me
Behind a wall of emptiness I allowed to be built.
I’m trapped in my body just wanting to run,
Back to my youth with its laughter and fun.
But the chase is over and there’s no place to hide,
Everything is gone including my pride.
With reality suddenly right in my face,
I’m scared, alone, and stuck in this place.
Now memories of the past flash through my head,
And the pain is obvious by the tears I shed.
I asked myself why and where I went wrong,
I guess I was weak when I should have been strong.
Living for the drugs and the wings I had grown,
My feelings were lost afraid to be shown.
As I look at my past it’s so easy to see,
The fear I had afraid to be me.
I’d pretend to be rugged, so fast and so cool,
When actually I was lost like a blinded old fool.
I’m getting to old for this tiresome game,
Of acting real hard with no sense of shame.
What the future holds I really don’t know,
But the years I’ve wasted are starting to show.
I just live for the day when I’ll get a new start,
At the dreams I still hold deep in my heart.
I hope I can make it; I at least have to try,
Because I’m headed for DEATH, and I don’t want to